I owe several of you an apology, first an foremost. I have a hopper and a remote and a box of ER2's and a box of barrel plugs and a Secret Santa gift that I packed into storage when I up and moved without warning. I owe someone money for some badass custom dice, too. Sorry, so very fucking sorry, guys. This one is totally on me.
My lack of presence...
Guys, I don't know which way is up, anymore. This move of mine was kind of half-cocked, ill-prepared... pandemic stress move... I don't know.
But I haven't had a so much as a moment to even think about paintball since it went into storage.
Some of you have been reaching out. I appreciate that more than I am capable of expressing in mere text. Serious social-distancing cyber-hugs to those made multiple attempts. Your efforts brought me to the surface of an abyss... you don't even know. Thank you.
Not suicidal type abyss, but the kind that still changes people... never for the better... but I am back here... instead of there... I owe this community a lot, and I am sorry for leaving people hanging without explanation. You deserve better than that.
I have been without power since last Friday, sleeping in a 30* house, that has a fucking tree laying on the roof! I haven't showered since last Thursday. I have a 6' boa constrictor living inside my sweatshirt so he doesn't freeze to death. Had to send my children to their cousins' house in a different fucking state to stay warm. It's been quite the freezing cold adventure...
But you guys kept reaching out, in the middle of my self-pity and endless worrying... pulled me out of a pretty dark place.
I haven't checked my messages yet, or read a single other post yet... I have much catching up to do.
For those of you I have wronged, and everyone else for that matter, I am deeply, and truly sorry. I will still clear of buy sell threads for a while, I am sure my feedback is less than stellar at this point. I am sorry if people are mad, you have every right to be. I can refund anyone's money that was sent... I think someone paid for shipping on something I have not yet shipped. It feels good to be back, but I am nervous of how this may affsect things going forward... so I will try make right what I can and enter the buy/sell races when I am better established, have access to all my stuff more regularly, and have corrected the balances I owe.
Hope everyone is safe and healthy, I will try catch up and be a more active participant in our family here from now on...
Love you guys.
Thank you.
I am sorry.
My lack of presence...
Guys, I don't know which way is up, anymore. This move of mine was kind of half-cocked, ill-prepared... pandemic stress move... I don't know.
But I haven't had a so much as a moment to even think about paintball since it went into storage.
Some of you have been reaching out. I appreciate that more than I am capable of expressing in mere text. Serious social-distancing cyber-hugs to those made multiple attempts. Your efforts brought me to the surface of an abyss... you don't even know. Thank you.
Not suicidal type abyss, but the kind that still changes people... never for the better... but I am back here... instead of there... I owe this community a lot, and I am sorry for leaving people hanging without explanation. You deserve better than that.
I have been without power since last Friday, sleeping in a 30* house, that has a fucking tree laying on the roof! I haven't showered since last Thursday. I have a 6' boa constrictor living inside my sweatshirt so he doesn't freeze to death. Had to send my children to their cousins' house in a different fucking state to stay warm. It's been quite the freezing cold adventure...
But you guys kept reaching out, in the middle of my self-pity and endless worrying... pulled me out of a pretty dark place.
I haven't checked my messages yet, or read a single other post yet... I have much catching up to do.
For those of you I have wronged, and everyone else for that matter, I am deeply, and truly sorry. I will still clear of buy sell threads for a while, I am sure my feedback is less than stellar at this point. I am sorry if people are mad, you have every right to be. I can refund anyone's money that was sent... I think someone paid for shipping on something I have not yet shipped. It feels good to be back, but I am nervous of how this may affsect things going forward... so I will try make right what I can and enter the buy/sell races when I am better established, have access to all my stuff more regularly, and have corrected the balances I owe.
Hope everyone is safe and healthy, I will try catch up and be a more active participant in our family here from now on...
Love you guys.
Thank you.
I am sorry.
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